Archive for October, 2005

bye bye skool

Friday, October 28th, 2005

isk..i’m happy to be home but its hard to admit i really miss skool especially my frens..husna,aten,amy n sayha..i wish i hug them for long before leaving…rindu sesangatnyer…sume org pon aku rindu..aku rindu classmates..rindu syahir marah aku,rindu termeluat kat nina ngan haura..rindu carik pasal ngan aidil,rindu farid loyar buruk,rindu raja kasi gula2,rindu hakimnye beskut,rindu didi busok,rindu yasirah curik dengar,rindu tampar2 ngan husna,rindu lari2 kejar phone ring2 card…sumenye rindu..rindu kaco syafiq ngan hakim kat ko-op..rindu buli pojan,rindu kaco kembar dia dating ngan nisa…waahhhhh…rindu gile..paling rindu time bukak pose kene dengar suara izwan wat bising…tapi aku nak tau keadaan cicak aku..sian dia..isk3..idop lagi ke tak kamu wahai cicak…

talking crap

Saturday, October 15th, 2005

i am back again..home..freedom..ayah took me from skool and he played bon jovi’s-it’s my life..i told him i think bon jovi’s damn hot..ayah told me he’s about his age..hahaha..both of them were hot….we were going somewhere to find a beautiful masterpiece…all the way we had a good daughter-father talk..u will never know how close i am to my dad…i love him…ayah ayah ayah…we went to pusrawi to fetch my luvly mama home.then kak ila called and asked me nasik ayam recipe…hahaha…i mish my bro..the debate team are going to have a jamuan next sunday-it was 16 of october..no one wakes me from dreaming i didn’t realise the year’s coming to an end…my bro’s birthday coming and i can’t wait any longer for him..i miss him like hell these few days..i try to call him but always engage(even i get to talk to him,i won’t tell that i missed him,hahah)..last thursday,i get a stinky chicken(it was rotten) i swear it was nasty…but aimi throw up before me…hahah(i didn’t vomit arrr)..shitass DM..they all repeating the same mistakes over n over again…the life’s unfair…whatever it is,we have hari agama yakni hari pembalasan..i’m afraid..yesterday,me,husna n bunch of other girls saw the word ‘Allah’ (alip-lam-lam-ha) was nicely ___(should i say written) at the blue sky….ngeee…

i’m broken these few days..i am never broken when i’m at integomb..i’m only broken when im at home (specifically the time when i’ve to went back to skool..hahah)..my frens told me to went back at the exact time..i don’t know..i hope all those people and jackasses wont expect(did i spell it out right??) too much from me….i have fun outside..i’ll be outside for as long as i can,as long as i want..last wishes for today??=all those stupido who keeps telling me: "what to do".."whats not to do".."shut up shut up".."listen to this!’ and "don’t forget to …" buzz off from my life….for this short quiet moment..tq very much…

*Ya Allah,grant my today’s wish..amin!"